Friday, November 23, 2012

the miracle of forgiveness

 
 
As I reflected the things I am grateful for this Thanksgiving holiday,
I realized that I am grateful for so many incredible things in my life.
 
Because I am truly blessed.
I have so many things to be grateful for.
So I am thankful for my life in general.
I have so many wonderful people and examples in it.
 
People who I don't know how I would live without them.
People who have given so much to me and
have helped me in my life in many ways.
 
I'm thankful this year for something even bigger.
Something we all should reflect on every day of our lives.
 
Forgiveness.
The power of the atonement.
 
Forgiveness is a miraculous thing that brings us closer to our Savior.
It is because of our Savior that we can repent, forgive and love one another
through the divine power of the atonement.
 
I will now admit my struggle with forgiveness..
I believe we all come to face difficulty with it in our lives.
Because forgiving someone who has done you wrong, it isn't easy.
 
and I haven't been as forgiving as I should to someone who has hurt me.
So I think it is time to let that bitterness go.
 
When we are faced with obstacles in our lives,
we must face the challenge with faith in God and we can conquer!
 
We have the ability to forgive and love ALL who do wrong.
 
ALL of them.
No matter what they have done to us.
 
No matter how much they have caused us to suffer
or our hearts to break.
 
Or if they've betrayed us.
 
Even if the person we can't forgive is ourself.
 
We have been given the chance to change our attitudes.
To be kind to all those around us
and to have compassion of those in need.
 
We need to all be more like the Savior, especially during the holiday season.
 
Take a moment and reflect on forgiveness atleast once a day.
Reflect on the Savior's undying love for you.
Realize that you can have peace in your heart if you simply let go.
 
This is me letting go.
I'm letting what happened to me go.
and I hope and pray I will find peace and strength in Christ.
 
Remember what he died for.
Don't ever take it for granted.
Be thankful for Him.
I know I am, and will be eternally.
 
 
Love, Erin

Sunday, November 11, 2012

thankful.

my favorite time of the year is over.
and we now move on to the month where we celebrate what we are thankful for.
and today, I am especially thankful for many things.

a warm bed, a loving family, great friends, an education, good health.
all the wonderful blessings I have in my life.

there's so much to be thankful for.

I am thankful today for my dad.
I've blogged before on how much I love and appreciate my mom.
but today, I want to express that love and appreciation for my dad.

before I was born, my parents couldn't quite give me a name.
my mom wanted Nicole Erin..
and my dad wanted to name me Erin Nicole.

my dad won.
I guess my mom had to agree that I looked like an Erin.

ever since I can remember I have always appreciated my dad.
he works so hard to provide us a comfortable life.
he has sacrificed so much for us.
I truly appreciate that.

he has given me the greatest example by strengthening our home with the priesthood.
I have always been able to turn to him for a blessing
whenever I have needed it.

I am grateful for my dad's strength in the gospel.
without it, who knows where my family would be.

my dad was baptized as a convert to the church when he was young
and has always remained faithful and diligent in the gospel.
he served a full time mission in the Micronesia Guam mission
and he and my mom married in the salt lake temple for eternity.

unfortunately, my dad did not grow up knowing his biological father
other than occasional visits and mostly letters. 
I am grateful that he has overcome difficult circumstances in his life
and took those experiences and become a stronger and better person.
I have never been under the impression that I was not loved by my father.
I know he loves all of us, and he is a great dad.

I am sorry for my dad's loss.
my grandpa elhart passed away a couple weeks ago.
and I think it has been difficult for him.


we were blessed to have the opportunity to meet him a year or so ago.
and my dad was able to see him again this summer.
I'm grateful that my dad was able to have those opportunities before grandpa died.

I can't imagine a life where I didn't know my dad.
it seems almost impossible.

I'm so thankful for him.
I'm so thankful for my beautiful mom.
and I'm so thankful to have an eternal family that I love.

though at times life can be difficult and we endure hardships,
it truly is something to appreciate.
life really is beautiful

and the gospel is true. 
our Savior loves us.
I know He does.

remember to always be thankful.
because we have so much to be thankful for.

Love, Erin